I Have a Heart

Sarah. 14. Arab. Muslim. Hate me if you will. Boy-ish but not. Childish. Lazy. Artistic. My dream is to become a bestselling writer. Overemotional. Selfless. Sympathetic. Self-hating. Ugly. I love stuffed animals, and I sleep with three of them. Sleepless. I’m learning to play guitar. Gore. Peace. Friendly. Quiet. Music  Metal, rock, emo, gothic, screamo, punk rock, hardcore, post-hardcore. Books. Reading. Resident Evil. Lonely. Not okay. I’m good at comforting, I guess. Good grades. Sick of school. I love my brothers. Former cutter. Suicidal but not. In a relationship.

June 2, 2012 7:45 pm
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2:17 pm
  • Me: *cuts,starves,purges,crys*
  • Everyone: Stop being selfish. Stop being attention seeking. Just shut the fuck up, no one needs you. Go and kill yourself, everyone would be better off without you. I don't understand why you're still here! Go and slit your throat already! Oh you want to be skinnier? Then don't fucking eat! Oh my god you're nothing but bones, go eat something, go have mcdonalds. Nobody likes you. Bitch. Fake. Whiny thing. Go cry for your mommy, ahahahahah.
  • Me: *committs suicide*
  • Everyone: Oh my god this breaks my heart, she didn't deserve to feel this way. People should've told her she's beautiful when she was alive. Her cuts weren't for attention, she tried to find a way to deal with the pain she felt inside. May she rest in peace.
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2:16 pm
"But everyone disappears, no matter who loves them."

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ashleyquitlollygagging: Pierce The Veil // Chemical Kids and Mechanical Brides. :|…..

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Pierce The Veil // Chemical Kids and Mechanical Brides.

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“Someday, you will become Hokage.”

“Someday, you will become Hokage.”

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zomomnia: I once was blind but now I see.

zomomnia:

I once was blind but now I see.

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1:42 pm

nanoverboard:

do you ever think about how much you want a social life and get upset because no one likes you but then realise you don’t like anyone either and you’d rather drown in an eternal sea of doom than spend time with them or is that just me

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